LOVE AND BLESSING MINISTRY
Enjoy. Putting two new Ministries - both from Pakistan, New prison event to tell you about, humor, pics, and Bible Studies on Website soon. A little delay because of ministry but have some really Good inspired 'Word' and Exhortation to put to page. Do you believe that He is Coming. Check the Lord says page if you believe he can talk to men. Kenya has a start -- bottom right is start of a report. A new report from Pakistan, see the Pastors who got shot to death, they gave their life.
Hurts.....Dark hurts...mixed light.
Because of Loss? Or because we think we are losing or going to lose?
Just because you touch good, or your idea of good somewhat mixed, or pleasures doesn't mean you got Life or are Healed----even if it is a beginning of Living - being healed, Do you have the Product of Life of the Divine Life in every area. It just isn't going through. Because being healed in our hearts shouldn't be our imagination. Not a Fake Spirit, fake Mind, fake Will, or fake Emotional Healing, even fake physical too. Some of it is a process. THAT WAY YOU KNOW HOW GOOD IT IS!!!!!! Somethings we have to go through AND SOME WE DON'T--TIRED OF THE SAME MOUNTAIN, FIND OUT 'WHAT IT REALLY IS' WITH GOD AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? You are going to Loose some teeth-litteraly in life and Sometimes Bad things 'CAN' Happen but We Know God does Give a Real Salvation, Purpose, Stuff too, Heal and CAN KEEP US SAFE AND HEALTHY plus All the Other Things. Do you do Boring? Do you think some kind of God does Boring too? DULL? What are you going to Do? Don't let the wonder or what 'You Think is HARD' STOP YOU.
'Grace' is Better than Our Imagination!
Can the hurt become Dark and our sense of resolve cannot be seen....false healings/defense mechanisms, Fear, underlining fear--judging---'false judging'=='You have to have everyone Feel Yourway', underlining Predujice, Lack, sense of lack, fear of losing something, subtel critizism, living in a 'Hollywood movie imagination', business achievement mindset will do===in other words by 'Works' and it produces a false peace you have to do over and over and over.... even when we touch the good because it is mixed and says we won't be 'SATISFIED' or we keep doing it by 'Works'...'GRACE or Works'? --- FALSE DISCERNMENT. OR the just the 'desire' of HEALED even though we are believing to be healed..on and on and on and on and on..... And we call it healed but it is just the desire to be healed, or Saved! Or we can't really change because it became a strong lust or desire of something good and it is JUST THE 'DESIRE' NOT THE HEALING BUT WE SAY OTHERWISE. OR HERE IS A REAL PLACE 'WE ARE USED TO LOSING'! HERE IS A TRICK DON'T USE THE WEAPON OF THE HURT TO TRY AND HEAL OURSELEVES, (which might make us mad cause we might feel quilty..Remember God forgives). Using Dark Hurts to try and Heal Dark Hurts is what we learn in the Dark HURTS. THIS IS WHAT WE LEARN TO GRAB IN THE
'DARK HURT'
Sometimes we are trying to overcome: or maybe see the trying in others: and we 'Hurt' wrongfully! and it gets underneath and builds! It becomes something it shouldn't!
Why are we Reaching for this 'Salvation'?
This 'Christ'!
'Works': of the Flesh and of Law not
'Grace'!
Are we so Saved that we forget that it is 'Darkness' that has others. They can't 'See' or Even 'Hear' either! Darkness takes your light.
How do you know which?
And those who know God know We choose against Gods 'Grace.' It's not that Grace isn't enough. Are you letting be Grace, or Works of the Flesh, or Law?
Or maybe they are not doing it on YOUR time or your jealous, or envy, or don't like Hurts so You become a Bigger HURT to hurt -- start judging out of your God who Uses the Law wrongfully to Look like God.
.....thinking God is relying on 'YOU' to Save: yourself: or someone: or the ‘World’ (world news tonight or world news my neighbor—Killing Death thing Fake God): or Is it Hurt that is why Some people Won’t Get Saved, Some won’t Grow and Get Healed.What are YOU GOING TO DO?
Can we have an area of 'Hurt' we have been using even speaking 'Against' it to 'Heal', or some truth against it to 'Heal', or 'Feel' it right. Maybe this 'Hurt' just starts to stay in our life unless we ignore it---- and that is may be what we need to do. But it Blocks TRUTH IN OTHER AREAS BECAUSE IT ISN'T REALLY RESOVED! and we really mean healing for it or WE ARE USING THE 'BLOCK' EMOTIONS, SIGHT OF MIND, MENTAL ACCENT BUT IT JUST ISN'T WORKING. IT SEEMS HARD --- NO, IT IS 'HARD' TO GET REALLY HEALED HERE! Are we accepting some kind of Dooms Day scenario in our Hurts and our Hurts becomes so interlaced with 'Life' we can't see Life in a Full Way! In some way..it is underneath..way underneath. We keep Speaking something different against it in life, maybe We ARE accepting it because it is a real hurt but has become something to much or is stuck in us in a way or BOTH. Always in the Front of our MINDS BUT UNDERNEATH! AND SO WE HAVEN'T GOT IT COMPLETELY 'HEALED IN OUR HEARTS' BECAUSE WE ARE NOT SURE OF THE RIGHT 'WAYS' IN THIS AREA. AND WE ARE NUMB TO IT OR WE KEEP TRYING TO WORK THROUGH IT IN A SUBTEL WAY. OR WHEN THIS 'SUBJECT' COMES UP OR ANYTHING THAT COULD END IN THIS WAY OF 'HURT' WE ARE LOST IN OUR HURT AND START TO DIE IN LIFE, OVER AND OVER, GETTING HARDER INSTEAD OF HEALED WITH TRUTH! OUR HURT IS THE WAY WE SEE THINGS AND THAT IS THE TRUTH! AND WE REALLY DON'T KNOW FOR SURE! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?
THIS IS INSANE.
Sometimes we are Just 'Hurt' because we want an Answer from God Personally and He will say, "You mad at me cause I won't TALK TO YOU." IT isn't about the Hurt anymore....He did Heal us and we won't choose to Accept IT and walk in it to see it's FULL OUTCOME!
Or Are We Using a Bribing Mindset?
Are there Good 'hurts' because We 'Overcame'---Not over JUDGE! in Real Life -- not a mask or layered cover-up?
Because of the way we See?
If you are So Healed why are WE Cynical?
We need 'Grace' something bigger than what has happened to us or in us, maybe this hurt is just from BELIEVING and we can't get rid of it. We need a REAL HEAVEN AND GOD THAT 'HEALS' US!
1 John 3:8........ For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that He might destroy the works of the devil.
Luke 9:56
For the Son of Man did not come to destroy men’s lives but to save them."
John 10:10
The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.
Have we these 'Hurts' discerned Inside us or outside us...Which or both do you have them fully discerned or?????? or need too????
When judging 'Hurts' we can get into Condemnation.
Should we live in our 'Hurts' trying to be God to save others or really try to keep a false healing for ourselves. Or judge others because they aren't as good as Us so we say. Judge ourselves by our thinking we OURSELVES are the PRENSENSE OF GOD and judge other by actions and our interpretations of Beauty that is false from a fallen world perspective BEING SAVED. Quite judging ourselves by our intentions and others by their actions. We are not that Good EITHER!
Galatians Chapter 1:3-7
3 Grace to you and (then) peace from God the Father and our Lord Jesus Christ, 4 who gave Himself for our sins, that He might deliver us from this present evil age, according to the will of our God and Father, 5 to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen.
Where it is Hard ====== Look for His 'Grace'!
Where it is Weak ========== Look for His 'Grace'!
Where there is a 'Hurt' look for His Grace.
RECEIVE HIS GRACE! WORK IT THROUGH!
Can we start Walking in this Forgiveness or Sins if He REALLY DID IT not just believing it. There are four different Greek words for Forgiveness and anyways just from seeing it used in the Bible it doesn't just means, "I let it go." IT means an Exchange from I take the BAD OUT OF YOU AND PUT THE GOOD OF ME (GOD) IN YOU! Not the Good of Desire but of Substance and it finds the Root to the problem. Somethings we have gotten used to are Just Symptoms of a different problem. And we can't figure out why we can't get rid of them or we 'Won't get rid of them.
The Greek word for might deliver is a little deceiving but in context of our humanness it lines up to our decisions to trust Christ, it actually means: "plucked out of, delivered, to be taken out of ", "Transferred from a point of origin." Strong's definition = 'to pluck out, deliver. 'Taken out of', used in a word translation in one the Chapters of Mathew if I remember right in that way. Now did Christ do this when the Word says, 'He might deliver us'. Did He do it? or I guess He might. Did He Take us out of the kingdom of Darkness and can He finish the Job if we let Him. The might is based on Us not HIM. He will not might. And in this scripture it also says evil age. The Greek word for evil has one of it's first definitions is of Hurts. Did he, can He Deliver us from Evil and Hurts. In other words by the Word of God can God Take Us OUT OF THIS EVIL/HURTS AGE. CAN HE SAVE US FROM 'HURTS'. So we Have deliverance from Wrong hurts and when we do get Hurt we can Get HEALED. He can take us OUT OF THAT HURT, THAT EVIL. So Did God in Christ Deliver us from this age of Hurts. Can we walk in this Gospel of Christ and Be Healed from our Hurts. YES OR NO?
Is this the place where we can allow a place of Dark Hardness and the evil live in a good half light. Example: Some people get healed from disease some don't or someone get something supernaturally from God some don't. Do we get a bitter/light here. Is God going to keep us from enjoying being saved from hurts if we don't get Healed and He does Heal. Can we allow His Spirit to give us life whatever course we have to walk through without it becoming a Dark Hardness of the Bad Kind but make it One of the LEARNING KIND. And Sometimes if you Allow the Learning Kind you get Some Miracles on The WAY and NOT GET BITTER WHEN HE DOESN'T OR WE DON'T LET IT. Let His Spirit walk in you and trust Him. You have to answer to Him and His salvation not the other guy.
Look at this verse below. VERY IMPORTANT. "Who called us in the GRACE OF CHRIST". Grace is POWER FROM HEAVEN. HE SAVES TO THE UTTERMOST IN US. PEACE FROM HIS GRACE not Law or desires of the Flesh OR mind.
Grace does not want to sin. And Grace Gives Power to Overcome Sin!
Hebrew 7:24,25
24 But He, because He continues forever, has an unchangeable priesthood. 25 Therefore He is also able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since He always lives to make intercession for them.
Now can He 'Save' to the Uttermost or do you want your war for a different Answer? There are some loses in life but they become no loses in Christ if they are to happen.
'GRACE' FROM HEAVEN THAT SAVES.
Is 'Grace' bigger than bad or hard or weak???
Will you allow it???
Even if it gets harder can you see the light? Sometimes movies show overcoming attitudes we should allow in Gods nature.
Can he make a Bad Hurt into a Good Hurt not a Dark Hardness of the Bad Kind?
It is up to you.
Can He take a weakness and Make it go away?
Can you TRUST THE PROCESS??? WHY???? SO YOU GET TO KNOW HOW GOOD IT IS AND THAT IT IS GOD? and it STICKS.
How about that Lack and you might really have a bit or not much at all. Is it More in you than outside you? AND WE KEEP CONSUMING NEVER FILLED AND THE DARK HARDNESS BUILDS DEEPER, HARDER.
Can He get rid of It?????
What about 'Dull Ears'?? Can you Hear the 'Ways of God' not the 'Ways of Stuff' and God has no Problem with a Bunch of Stuff or No Stuff.
Only One Gospel
6 I marvel that you are turning away so soon from Him who called you in the 'Grace' of Christ, to a different gospel, 7 which is not another; but there are some who trouble you and want to pervert the gospel of Christ.
Are you believing a different Gospel than the one of Grace, not Law that makes us want to kill to look good. And not the Law of the Flesh which justifies any desire to feel right. But the Gospel of Christ which is by His Spirit to Save us from our Sin and Heal us from our HURTS.
ARE YOU LYING? OF YOURSELF NOT JUDGING NO-ONE ELSE--NOT EVEN THE WORST SINNER? Or trying to measure up to the Best Saved Dude in your Imagination?
YOU HAVE TO BE SAVED FIRST!
Do you have these Hurts fully discerned?
Some we do some we don't need to???
Is there something beyond an Idea??
'FAITH'
by 'LOVE'
or judgmental attitude.
which one?
Not our 'Minds' Euphoric Good or our 'Christ' not the 'Thy Christ of God'==Is He for Real?
Don't walk by Sight/Vision.---of your mind. Stuff looks better than your imagination.
Don't think you are or are Responsible to be Savior!!! Or your Idea of Helping, DID HE ASK YOU THAT? OR TO KNOW, NOT YOUR IDEA OF KNOWING WHAT BEING SAVED IS IN ANY AREA! DON'T LET SCREAMING JUDGEMENT OR WE GET AWAY WITH IT CLOUD YOUR MIND. 'REWARDS'---HE IS GOD!
Or maybe it's nothing against God. BUT.............. "They've got those Different Colored shoes and I need to get them right or leave them alone because they deserve to... OR to the extreme the other way--Everything is Ok, It's all Good.
Let God say what is Wrong and not that Wrong.
HURTS
Are there Good Ones?
What are these things?
Why?
Is there a Dark Hardness?
Is there One Bad that has to go and one of 'Learning' that is Good?
Can you settle it and get Rid of the Bad One and Can you Hang in there for the Growth in the Other?
Thought you were tough?
Easier 'Hard' with Real Rewards!!! or Consequences, what -can we kill our children and think there is no Judgment if He is for Real? Not our Fake Stewardness. Or make it too easy to Eat the Children of there lives making our Conscience feel better.....Sheared.
Do we have to Know everything
or Judge Everybody in every area
or should we Know the 'HOW'??? ... Without Bitter/Hurt/Darkness of the Bad Kind!
Weak---how do we see/interpret weakness
Hardness-----how do we see/interpret hardness
Hurts----how do we see/interpret hurts
Do we have a False Discernment? Is it a hurt we are trying to Heal, or rebellion/SIN to justify, or Lie we keep trying not to believe, or the devil---can he do things too. DOES IT SEEM HARD? WHY? Sometimes we are wrestling with God and we don't even know it or won't face up to it cause we think we are going to lose in a BAD WAY NOT A GOOD WAY. And we think He is the Devil. Is there a Good Hard and A Bad Hard? One of these areas of Hurt, Sin/Rebellion, Lies we are trying not to believe or devil we are fighting causes a false discernment and God will be trying to get us to A Place of SUCH A LIFE!! And we don't know it is the 'Way' and we think that's it's not Gods will. And some of it is and some of it isn't and the Bad part will Kill the Good Part and Probably got a good chance You didn't want that. But the Life of God is right and we have a hardness or hurt in us not healed or hardness not broken or maybe the devil is putting a Hard on you so you say it's not God. Yet we say we believe and wonder why I have to go through this... So Faith isn't an Idea? So Faith must attach to something if it is bigger than just a belief in God's Kingdom must have some kind of power to it. And we get the Reward...YES. Do we really want the Reward? What is that you are feeling if you do sense it and it might be apart of you---find out what it is and it might be from without and find out what are you going to Do? How is our Heart going in and most importantly How is it going to Come OUT. Better or Bitter. Or some Fake generating Routine living in touches of Good but back to the same and your getting duller. Yuk. ARE YOU JUST GOING TO RUN OVER THESE AREAS IN YOUR YOURSELF AND LIFE AND FILL THEM WITH THE TO DO OR GLITTER OF MIND? I NEED TO GET A CAR, A PLEASURE, A FUN, A LOOK, A WAY OF THINKING TO FIX IT BUT NEVER DOES, and you are trying in some kind of way to heal or grow yourself. How Should we interpret these things, hurts/hardness/someone saying we will lose with God even though we believe? Believing never really gets it does it. Its starts it but you have to.....what? HOW DO WE INTERPRET THEM? WHAT IF GOD ASKED YOU THAT! He does. Do we think when God asks us to Trust Him to be saved that now we have to Save all the Hurts and we look for them or hunt them maybe subtlly and then Because we have the Euphoric God of mind or our Experience With His PRESENCE or so called Presence that we CAN JUDGE. Doesn't excitement even have a Sense of Hurt in it? Are we Trying to HEAR GOD AND THEN WE GET MAD AND HURT AND THEN INTERPERT EVERYTHING ELSE IN A LITTLE SHADE OF THAT? Do we think WE HAVE TO SAVE EVERYONE? Jesus said make disciples not go get everyone saved---the natural flow of a disciple will be lifting up Jesus So those God wants to save can choose and get Saved and Grow. Jesus preached more of the Power of God Cleaning you up so much SAVED FROM SIN, SICKNESS, AND THE DEVIL, that you wanted to TELL SOMEONE ABOUT THE LOVE OF GOD. How do you Love your Wife/Husband is that How God wants you to love Her/Him or your out to Save someone of something or your kids. How can you Save your kids if you don't love your Mate the Way God Said----Because if you ever get ahold of HOW GOD LOVES HIS BRIDE YOU MIGHT QUIT being critical LIKE THE DEVIL AND TRUST GOD IN EVERY AREA SO YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL PEOPLE ABOUT THE 'GOODNESS OF GOD'!!!!! And not tolerate any sin in the right way. And maybe a little Power in it Too!!! And this next statement I am going to make is one I heard a man of God in my life make and this is for Christians --- We are a needy people and isn't that alright in the right context but we will take it in the wrong way and get hurt or learn to judge hurts, (and some are ONLY IN OUR MIND) and then when a certain context of speaking comes up but can be a different subject we follow our God of Hurts. Isn't this a false discernment and if you persist in this you start to believe the lie of the enemy. Should we judge people because they have a moment of anger, a moment of lust, a moment of judgment or judging---God does? And there are different depths and kinds. Cause they are HURT? Or are they Evil? Or should they have the right to get out of it. It's when we stay in something....for those who practice sin it is sin and not saying that moment is good but do you think you have the right to condemn them cause they got Mad and now You Want To Kill Them. Is there a base of hurts that have a place of Life not of Weakness or Losing in Anything in Us? Are we going to run cause it is hard? Are you going to let your own conscience beat the snot out of you and when you should JUST GET OVER IT OR PROCESS IT OUT! And in One area we won't allow God to be God and save Us and we will use a form of a good-looking god to our understanding so we won't be Saved in that Area. And then try to Save others to our Conscience Hidden god. Maybe it's anger, maybe its Lust of stuff, maybe its Conviction because I don't want to go deeper with God, maybe I love my Job or Career, maybe it's blessing and when think it is either to be poor or to be rich, maybe I love what my mate does for me more than my Mate, maybe I love saving people more that I love BEING Really SAVED FROM HATE/MURDER IN MY HEART, Maybe its my kids I worship or Party I love more than God in All His Goodness not Stuff So His GOODNESS GETS INTO ME and then I can enjoy stuff without it becoming something it shouldn't. And we become like the devil, "I will exalt my throne above the stars of God', becoming like the devil in our hearts even when we say we love God, We want Gods Stuff---to rule over it like God and God be our Servant even though we will make God look good in our eyes. Maybe it's I WILL EXPLAIN THE BIBLE THE WAY I WANT IT AND THE PEOPLE HAVE TO LOOK SO AND SO AND BE AND SPEAK JUST THE WAY I WANT THEM TO.
MAYBE OUR "HURTS/ OR HARDNESS" HIDE THESE THINGS.
Uncertainty can cause a hurt - we were not Designed for Uncertainty in certain areas of Being. This is about Evil and God and His 'Ways'==God's.
Are we going to judge every emotion and make it too Fruity....can you be angry or hurt and it be alright? Don't you deserve the Process if You need it? Where are you going to Land in these things...Look there and stuff will start to line up. Don't do euphoric self-healing...Answer honestly and Ask God if HE CAN and FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF FROM HIM. HE CAN!
False Hurts that turn into Real Ones come by living by Sight or wanting to judge people by sight--(even from the Vision of Our MIND)! Are we trying to Rate Everything by some Key roots of Euphoric Glory or an EXPERIENCE and Say this is Reality Even though we do know some truths but are we trying to emulate the FEELING--- meaning Good but it is just not quite Faith is it. Why is there hard of hearing or dullness of hearing----because we think we are Loosing, sin, or rebelliousness. Who is telling you this? Is it Really you? Is your Idea of Life of coming from inside you or is it coming from without. And who is tthe one inputting into you. Is it Gods and not just looking like Gods? How do YOU KNOW??? What ARE YOU GOING TO DO??????? Do we want to judge What we See as WEAK???? Or WEAK TO GOD. Even though this might be WHAT IS UNDERNEATH OUR JUDGMENT……CONDEMNATION or LIFE. Good or Bad and WHEN TO USE IT AND JUST PLAIN GET RID OF THE BAD ONE. Do we think we are tough and producing Gods Life and Saving the World or at Least our Self Centered Idea of Life and Death in any Way. MAYBE WE ARE NOT REALLY HEALED OR WE BELIEVE WE HAVE TO BE THE ‘ONE’! WHY? IF YOU ARE HEALED WHY ARE YOU RATING LIKE THAT???? AND EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE SPEAKING FAITH ARE YOU ‘RECEIVING IT’…..TELL THE TRUTH INSIDE YOURSELF IN THAT AREA THAT ISN’T COMING TOGETHER.
Ask God, “What is Hard with God”. Is He this God or Not????? YOU NEED TO FIND OUT AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO???? What are you going to do if you constantly see problem in this area of YOU MORE THAN OUTSIDE OF YOU THAT ISNN’T RIGHT and see it consistently there. Manage an escape ‘COVER UP WAY OF 'SAYINGS’ THINKING IT WILL BE HEALED OR ACTING LIKE YOU ARE?????
Mathew 19:26
26 But Jesus looked at them and said to them, “With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Are you Looking at Stuff when you need something inside of you…not saying those others needs aren’t valid but are they First?
When we hurt ourselves……and… over, and over, and over and not allow a Place of TRUE HEALING we condemn ourselves and feel like we will never win and get used to that feeling and think and feel we are Ok and we are probable AGREEING WITH ‘DEATH’ IN SOME AREAS OF OURSELVES AND WITH THE LIFE OF GOD AND HIS WAYS AND NOT EVEN REALLY MEAN TOO. And we stay stuck in this place because of that 'Death' agreement with Life agreement. You have to get ONE TOTAL AGREEMENT. And we can allow a place of the devil to condemn us in our walk in life and never get over something even when we are really free. God will show you which one it is. But here is something we have to do Check to see that we are not walking according to the Flesh because that is blatant sin and we will condemn ourselves and give power to the devil because now we are in HIS Stuff and he has rights there. God works with our stupid little faults, they actually can be something beautiful as we are growing and we are all growing in some areas so don’t judge one another and be Self Righteous. Let God do The Judging.
Sometimes we make it hard to protect ourselves because we are defending what we really want. I want the Healing, Strength, Discernment, Direction, Deliverance, and Blessing. But I fight against because it doesn’t feel right or Makes me Deal with some Issue to get it. Don’t let a Hurt God is Causing or a hurt we have go to the devils nature-----in other words don’t become like the devil in nature in any area and mask it with a good confession -- bandaid talking --- then judging. The Devils says he is good and then spits junk. And then secure yourself thinking that’s how God is. How do You KNOW??
God doesn’t Build Us to stuff or Feelings of Lose. We are STEWARDS TO GOD AND OWN NOTHING. HE HAS YOUR LIFE FULL IF YOU WILL TRUST HIM!!!! HE CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING IN YOU AND FULFILL YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK. HE MAKES THE LAWS NOT OUR MINDS. HE RAISED PEOPLE FROM THE DEAD, HEALED BROKEN LEGS, BLIND EYES RECEIVED SIGHT. THAT AREA IN YOU ---- THAT NEED IN YOU……WILL YOU LET GOD FULFILL THAT……. IN ANY AREA!!!!!!
Maybe we need to get saved so we can communicate/LISTEN without being scared or critical to what we hear. "Slow to speak quit to hear".....not keep your self-righteous guard/VENGENCE READY. Some of us use Faith in the wrong way and don't care about life and agree to allow evil so we won't get that hurt. Example: Someone comes to ask for help and you talk bad about the people that person needs to forgive so you won't have to deal with a hurt if that person who came to you for help gets mad. So you allow him to be in bitterness and unforgiveness which makes him blind and makes the situation worse and might even distroy a mariage. We won't believe God is really Saving and Can Save Fully so we have to Help Him. A subtle place of that is We cover up a place of immorality in ourselves---we won't deal with it we say it is a small sin. We'll use the excuse let God sort it out or not God -- I don't believe in God! In other words I don't care I've got to get my pleasure going on. Are we going to try and Save Someone Else and get so bitter/envy in us because we get hurt and it turns into this because we won't let go? We take ownership of Hurts --- others and ours. Instead of Letting God and His Forgiveness and Life have the Hurts. We CAN'T LET GO BECAUSE WE DID CARE IN SOME KIND OF WAY EVEN IF IT WAS KINDA WRONG AND WE WON'T DEAL WITH BOTH OF THESE AREAS IN THIS HURT. AND THERE IS A TRICK ----- ONLY GOD CAN HEAL. THERE IS NO OTHER HEALER. OUR EMONTIONAL WANTS CAN HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS AND BE MIXED TOO BUT UNTIL WE ALLOW GOD TO HEAL US WE WON'T BE HEALED, maybe band-aided but not HEALED. What, hold on? He let someone go to Hell. Oh, He let them or is He Just and they Chose against a Mature Decision not an immature one. Oh because they are Cursing Your saying they are going to hell and YET YOU WANT TO KILL THEM IN YOUR HEART!! And they are Cursing because of the same hate you have and yet you'll say your going to Heaven. Real Love does not want sin but does not Have Joy in the Lost going to Hell that way. When we feel like God is Losing or We are going to Lose we are going to get Hard of Hearing Him. Are we medicating by using stuff outside it is really my car, big house, toys to do stuff with--got to have fun........ Or for some of us our philosophies inside us to feel healed band-aided? And some of us need to be healed outside in our life too but we still should not have an evil hate inside us or Fear that we Got to Judge. Or even maybe we've been so hurt that we Won't Judge when we need to. Afraid of Good hurts that start the Healing. In this the losing/weakness is this the place of agreement of becoming whole or worse and never getting healed or ABLE TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING MORE THAN OURSELVES? You can agree to truth but still not be healed. Have you kept going over this place and you know it is there but because you are Hurt at God now we won't Get Healed. Can you Trust Him to Heal you Here Now. Not our way. I've been here where the rage even though it can be a coolness is there and yet I say I believe in you God if I don't let Him walk in there with His Life and Agreement to Him as Healer---not some kind of me getting away with some self-righteous healing I won't be Healed even though I could be totally in the right----I'm too HURT. Are we going to do a cover-up Mask and BLAME EVERYONE ELSE, THE GOVERNMENT, BACK TO THEY DID IT TO ME? To where we start judging Language to Self Heal everyone and ourselves. Where is faith in This???!!! How are we going to Be Happy trying to Make everything work to our imagination or Utopia? Now Either God can Give life in Us so we can trust Him in Salvation for others or we are going to become some kind of Self God ourselves even though we might really Believe in what He Says! One of the greatest ones can be a hurt because I didn't get what I want. And it might have been what YOU REALLY CARED ABOUT but now it is like poison in a way and you can NEVER HAVE THAT. And there might be even more beautiful things but because you want that one thing--might just be Vengeance now. It turned it's self into something else. It might be the big Pity Party cover-up by saying I believe in All the Good too but YOUR IN PITTY NOT HEALING OR HEALED FROM THAT 'HURT'! Maybe it's a sin you CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO QUIT AND YOUR SCARED TO GO TO CHURCH BECAUSE YOU SMOKE OR HAVE A VERY, VERY STRONG ADDICTION TO SOMETHING TO ASHAMED TO SAY---BUT OH IF YOU COULD BE HEALED, CAN YOU ANSWER THIS HONESTLY, IF YOU COULD BE HEALED EVEN THOUGH IT IS SO MUCH OF YOUR FRAME TO BE HEALED - YOU SAY IT PROBABLY WON'T HAPPEN I'VE HAD IT SO LONG AND I CAN'T GET RID OF IT. I'VE TRIED, or I'VE BELIEVED, or I CONFESS(ED), or I have FASTED. Is your belief really stopping you from becoming Healed. Is it you've tried to prove yourself so much it hurts because you don't measure up to YOUR IDEA OF IT AND SO WE BECOME CINICLE ABOUT OTHERS? And some hurts don't get healed WE SAY.
There are going to Be Hurts that way you find Out He is Bigger than that and has Secured us to the Uttermost. Don't act like God and start Hating and Cursing to make yourself look good. Oh, He understands if you need the process, some hurts are pretty deep and takes some healing but Hang in there and don't let the Same eyes you have say what you know really isn't true. And Remember thinking or believing "IT'S LOSING", or Sin or Rebellion makes it Hard to Hear God. Get rid of that Part don't cover it up that 'IS THINKING' your going to Lose in God in Some Area or God. Not your confession, look inside and see if you really mean what you Say. Do you Think YOU WILL Lose??????----EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT SAY DIFFERENT OR BELIEVE DIFFERENT---IS IT REAL FAITH FROM GOD AND HIS WAYS OR WILL IT MAKE YOUR EARS HARD OF HEARING. Is it scary because you will have to talk to someone? And so you Think in your heart you will Lose? Lose about what? WHY? How does God see that not your nature of seeing it? Hmmm
Titus 2:11:12
11 For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, 12 teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age,
Amen.
Did He Mean Life or Not?
OUR VISION
Is to have The LORD and HIS WORD received fully and completely in us, our lives, and our families! To be FRUITFULL in EVERY AREA OF OUR LIFE! To Save the Lost, Heal the Hurting, and Build the People of God.
Matthew 13:23 (New King James Version) "But he who received seed on the good ground is he who hears the word and understands it, who indeed bears fruit and produces: some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.”
Special thanks to:
OUR HOME CHURCH
HEART FOR THE WORLD
Las Cruces, New Mexico + El Paso, Texas
Pastor Dale Walker
Pastors Jay and Clark
Jan Dutton
Church On The Street Phoenix
Philippineo/American Church El Paso, Texas
And to the LORD JESUS Christ who will prove all things!!
Amen
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John 16:13 "The Spirit, when He comes will Lead and Guide you into All Truth..."



